What is a feeling you couldn’t live without? Not an emotion, but a feeling.
Arguably, the three, most important feelings (and gifts, according to the bible) are: Faith, Hope, and Love. Each one having their own strengths and rite. Each of these feelings are intertwined with each other. If someone were to lose one of these feelings, they lose all three. As essential and important as all three of the stated feelings are, this essay will elaborate on Hope — something that seems to be vanishing from the world, albeit the other 2 seem to be disappearing as well. To describe Hope as a ‘feeling,’ one must first differentiate a feeling from an emotion.

What is emotion? What is feeling? [Emotions are lower level responses occurring in the subcortical regions of the brain, the amygdala, and the ventromedial prefrontal cortices, creating biochemical reactions in your body altering your physical state. They originally helped our species survive by producing quick reactions to threat, reward, and everything in between in their environments. Emotional reactions are coded in our genes and while they do vary slightly individually and depending on circumstances, are generally universally similar across all humans and even other species.] For example: sadness, anger, happiness.

While, [Feelings originate in the neocortical regions of the brain, are mental associations and reactions to emotions, and are subjective being influenced by personal experience, beliefs, and memories. A feeling is a mental portrayal of what is going on in your body when you have an emotion and is the byproduct of your brain perceiving and assigning meaning to the emotion. Feelings are the next thing that happens after having an emotion, involve cognitive input, usually subconscious, and cannot be measured precisely.] For example: joy, gratitude, love.

Putting it all in layman’s terms; emotion is the state of being, while feeling is the reaction to that state of being.

Hope is defined as: “to cherish a desire with anticipation — to want something to happen or be true” Hope is an essential aspect of life. It is the drive that bounds us to live better, to live easier, and to live freer. Without hope, there’d be no innovation. We hope to have robots make our lives easier; and therefore, we have built, and molded robots to do just that. Up until the 19th century, people hoped to fly, now we have extensive air travel worldwide. Hope is the strive for something better, something different. When you hope, you hope for something good — a better scenario than the current one. One never hopes for a worse scenario, unless they’re disturbed and/or malicious.

Where there’s hope, there’s humanity. That is to say, as humans, we are imperfect. And it is our hope to always become better people. To hope is to recognize the imperfections that surround us and acknowledge them, rather than ignore them and pretend they didn’t exist. It must be made clear, it is the individual that holds hope; not the collective. If a group of individuals hold hope for something, the fact that they do it collectively is irrelevant. Straying off topic slightly; the collective is just a group of individuals — each with their own individuality. Therefore, each individual holds his/her own hope.

In tough/dark times, this is when we hope the most. This is primarily because it takes dark times for us to acknowledge the imperfections and want change for the better. We have hope for great leaders, great innovations, and great solutions. Our leaders give us hope for safety and stability. Our innovations give us hope for convenience and satisfaction. And our solutions give us hope for freedom and prosperity. The truth is, we shouldn’t rely entirely on these. If you truly want hope, be the hope you need. Make some sort of change to give you hope. Likewise, with change, be the change you want. Even small steps create profound change and hope. So long as there is hope, there is a future.

On the flip side; One of the worst feelings is hopelessness — the lack of hope. In many cultures hopelessness is portrayed as a demon; leading to despair and ultimately death, usually by suicide. Hopelessness has become an epidemic stemming drug & alcohol addiction rises as well as the heroin and suicide crises littered across the nation. When one loses hope, they lose all self-worth, and respect. This is where substance abuse comes into play. Something a person, normally, wouldn’t be involved with; but if there’s nothing to live for — who cares? To demonstrate the essentialness of hope; think about our greatest tragedies throughout history. To have hopelessness is to accept the way things are and that things will never change. To have hope is to acknowledge the way things are and that they will change. What if you were to tell the prisoners in Auschwitz, “That’s the way things are and they will never change.” or the people under Stalin, “That’s just how it is.” The scenarios are endless, But the principle remains the same. Without hope, all is lost. I would rather die with hope, then live in hopelessness. For hopelessness is a fate worse than death.





Suicide and the epidemic of hopelessness



The Authentic Person

In a world full of ‘phonies,’ as Holden Caufield would say; what defines an authentic person? This subject is slightly difficult to discuss, as so many people have their own definition of authenticity, what is authentic, and whom is authentic. Obviously, none of this may be fact – it’s just one interpretation. Webster’s definitions of the word Authentic are as follows:

1 a :worthy of acceptance or belief as conforming to or based on fact
paints an authentic picture of our society
b :conforming to an original so as to reproduce essential features
an authentic reproduction of a colonial farmhouse
c :made or done the same way as an original
authentic Mexican fare
2 :not false or imitation :real, actual
an authentic cockney accent
3 :true to one’s own personality, spirit, or character
is sincere and authentic with no pretensions
4 a of a church mode :ranging upward from the keynote — compare plagal 1
b of a cadence :progressing from the dominant chord to the tonic — compare plagal 2
5 obsolete :authoritative


     The first set of definitions don’t seem to be correct in my view since they mention conformity. While it is true that an object or idea might fit either of those definitions; If someone is truly authentic, do they conform at all? For definition B: “an authentic reproduction of a colonial farmhouse.” This states, bluntly, that, in this scenario, the farmhouse in question is a reproduction or replica, and not the original farmhouse. Originality, is a big piece in true authenticity. This will be explained later. The second definition, also, relates to an object or idea, but not quite for a person. Everyone is real and actual by base definition, but not everyone is authentic.

The fourth definition describes one of two modes used in Gregorian music scales. Clearly, this is not what I’m referring to when I say, “authentic.” The final definition given relates to authority regarding security systems whether for a home, computer, etc. You’ve been authenticated; you’re authentic and have authority to enter.

The third definition describes what I’m meaning when I say, “authentic,” however, it doesn’t fully encompass everything about true authenticity.

Authenticity is everything, in relation to individuality and living freely. The authentic person doesn’t conform to society. They are usually the outcasts either socially, philosophically or by some other factor. Most scientists and philosophers of years past were authentic people. They believed something different and went their own way from the status-quo and, in some cases, were ridiculed. Galileo was ridiculed for believing that the Earth revolved around the Sun. Come to find out, he was right.

Authentic people feel no need to impress others or justify themselves. An authentic person is secure and comfortable in his/her own skin, and doesn’t care what others think. They have their beliefs and don’t force it on anyone else, but are glad to share them with you if only you ask. They have no need to prove someone wrong and have the satisfaction of being right. They know their right, and that is enough satisfaction for them. They prefer deep, intellectual conversations instead of heated arguments, even if the result of the conversation is a difference of opinion. The authentic person will respect that differing opinion and not subject the other person to derision. Authentic people don’t get caught up in the latest trends or petty squabbles. They like what they like and usually stick to it, but that doesn’t mean they aren’t open to new ideas and experiences. Authentic people are just not fickle. They can be introverted or extroverted, what matters is that they are, “true to themselves.”

As children, we are taught to, ‘be ourselves;’ Then we grow older and are told to conform, and to, ‘be a team player.’ The lack of individuality has caused a stagnation in all aspects of our society. The most obvious is the entertainment industry which just keeps re-doing the same idea over and over or takes someone else’s idea. Almost every movie now is either based on a novel, comic book, or a re-make/sequel/prequel of an already established work. Originality is the demonstration of being authentic. Let’s go back to Webster’s ‘farmhouse’ definition; If the farmhouse was built from the ground up to look identical to a colonial farmhouse, then it is not original. It is a replica. However, if the farmhouse was built from the ground up to look similar to the colonial farmhouse, but is updated with modernity (ie, vinyl siding, sliding glass doors, a concrete porch, etc), then the farmhouse would be original. It’s justifiable to take influence from someone else’s work, but it shouldn’t be identical, it should have a touch of you, the individual, in it. That’s what makes it original. Likewise, if the farmhouse were the original farmhouse from colonial times, and you renovated it, but made everything still fit the colonial age, the farmhouse would still be original due to identity. Once an original farmhouse, always an original farmhouse. In this case, you didn’t take someone else’s work, you just upheld  and enforced that work. When we lose originality, we lose individuality, as well as authenticity and sub-sequentially ourselves. It is then that life ceases to be our own, or even worth anything at all. All that’s left is a disgusting stasis of growth, of which may as well lead to de-evolution as no more advances would be made in any aspect or field. Everything and everyone would be the same.

It is for this reason that authenticity, individuality, and originality should be celebrated, not ostracized.



“I don’t like ass-kissers, flag wavers, or team players. I like people who buck the system. Individualists. I often warn people: somewhere along the way, someone is going to tell you: ‘There is no “I” in team.’ Maybe not, but there is an “I” in independence, individuality, and integrity.” – George Carlin

“The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are.” – Jim Morrison


Adapt and Mold

      ​ After reading about the end of Ubuntu’s Unity and being a huge Unity fan, I’m not too happy, but I can’t say I’m not surprised either. Unity, to me was the perfect UI setup. The look and feel was just right. It had a launcher (of which I originally wanted on the bottom, but eventually got used to it on the left) for quick access to apps, simple key shortcuts for switching between virtual desktops, opening apps, etc; and a dash, which has to be my favorite feature. In my setup, everything just flowed. In addition, to a bright and shiny UI, the convergence dream was amazing. Since convergence is what everyone is racing to (Windows 10 w/ windows mobile, MacOS w/ios, Android w/chromeOS and Fuschia) the Ubuntu convergence gave the Linux Community a real contender in the race; especially with the demise of firefox OS and webOS. Now that dream, for the forseeable future, is dead or at least on lifesupport. Unfortunately, it’s not that surprising, though, since Unity hasn’t been getting much attention since Canonical entered the cloud and IoT rings. 

        I have also read that the Unity developers are banding together and continuing to work on Unity and possibly a Unity distro. And with that, I have to say, “this is the beauty of the Linux and FLOSS community.” Everyone can have a say, and everyone can have what they want. If it’s not available, write it and make it available. If I had to sum up our community in 5 words or less, it would be, “Adapt and Mold.” With new changes in software development, the emergence of IoT, as well as the change in direction of Linux Distributions; that’s what we do, adapt and mold. We adapt to the changes and mold them to our liking. That’s why Ubuntu has muliple flavors, and why there will be plenty more. For me, I’m probably the only person (or a part of a small few) who doesn’t like gnome. The layout just doesn’t feel right. Now I do understand Unity was built on gnome and that I could customize gnome to suit my liking, but I decided to switch to KDE Neon. Neon is Ubuntu based, so I still have the Ubuntu ecosystem , but KDE feels better. I’ve liked KDE since I started using it on my Fedora install on my iMac; but I thought of it as a number 2 to Unity. Now that I’ve played with it more, it seems more appealing; not to mention Plasma mobile seems to have picked up where Ubuntu Touch left off. 

       Since Unity is no more (for the time being) plus the way I’ve molded my KDE installation to mimic Unity, but in a Plasma shell, I think I’ve found my new home. And, again, that’s the beauty of our community; so I’ll continue to follow Canonical with vast curiosity, applaud the Unity developers, get to know the KDE realm, and to the rest our community I say, “Adapt and Mold.”

Is This The Best We Can Do?

It’s 2016; between jackasses and elephants competing for power, and clowns terrorizing neighborhoods; the circus is in town. How have we arrived at this point? We have a more divided nation than ever before.[1][2] Neither of the two major political parties honestly cares about ‘we the people,’ or our freedom. Both parties have advocated for more: war, surveillance, erosion of civil liberties, erosion of civil rights, increased debt/spending, and expanded corporatism. [3]

For over 50 years, but especially in the last 50 years, we have been ‘scraping the bottom of the barrel’ when it comes to our politicians in general, with an emphasis on our presidents. LBJ was involved with the deaths of tens of thousands of people, including a sitting president, and countless veterans in the Vietnam War; to which he escalated into a disaster after lying about the Gulf of Tonkin incident. In addition, since Rape and infidelity are hot topics today, Johnson had many mistresses. [4][5][6][7][8][9] Everybody and their mother knows Richard Nixon is, indeed, a crook. From Watergate, to removing the Gold Standard, to waging the failed ‘War on Drugs;’ Nixon was no saint.[10][11] Jerry Ford wasn’t in office long, but still did some damage. Ford, like his predecessor was a Rockefeller Republican, also known as a RINO (Republican In Name Only). This meant that like many republicans before and after him, he supported expanding the size and power of the monstrous conglomerate, known as the Federal Government. Not to mention the fact that he was a puppet for the Rockefeller Dynasty; a family who has no regard for human life, nor liberty.[12][13][14] Jimmy Carter supported numerous coups around the world, which only served to further the globalist interests of the ‘American’ Empire. Not to mention meddling with Iranian affairs, which led to the Iranian Hostage Situation.[15][16]

Then there’s Ronald Reagan, the actor, aka “Republican Jesus.” For some reason Republicans literally worship this crook. Reagan also staged coups, and increased government spending, and size, as well as helped to create ISIS, which morphed from Al-Qaeda, which morphed from the Mujahideen.[17][18][19] Mr. Reagan, you are correct when you said, “Government is not the solution to our problems, government is the problem.” However, so are you, as you have done nothing to stop it. The Bush Dynasty, drastically, increased the power and size of the conglomerate. The Bushes helped to fund Nazi Germany, committed countless war crimes, and helped create the surveillance state with the Patriot Act, and the TSA. Bush Sr. was right on the money when he said to Sarah McLendon (a Texas journalist), “Sarah, if the American people were ever find out what we have done, they would chase us down the street and lynch us.[20][21][22][23][24][25] William J. Clinton, “The Penis of the United States,” is undeniably a sexual predator, and rapist. Putting all of the women who came out during his presidency aside, Clinton also made numerous trips to what is known as, “Lolita Island,” where not only did he have sex with women, but also underage girls. During his presidency, naturally, Clinton fueled the war machine and conglomerate, but naturally as a Jackass, that’s what he does. Another Clinton disaster, is NAFTA, the reason there are so few jobs in this country.[26][27][28][29] Obama has increased the debt by over $9 Trillion, gave arms and ammunition to Mexican Drug cartels, signed the NDAA into law (allowing for the indefinite detention of citizens with no trial, nor reason), not to mention the continuation of Middle Eastern wars; to which he stated, “I’m really good at killing people.[30][31][32][33]

Economically, this country is in serious trouble. With the highest level of income inequality in the history of the United States.[34] To which both parties have done nothing over the years to fix. Over the past 50 years we’ve racked up more debt, more spending, more inflation, and more taxation than, again, in the history of the country. Once again, both parties are to blame. While it was a Republican congress that passed the repeal of Glass-Steagall, it was a Democrat president that signed it into law. No matter what they say, the Democrats are not going to close loopholes, or fix this problem as a whole. Nor will Republicans.

40 years ago, in 1976, the average life expectancy was 73. As of 2010, the average life expectancy is 79. How can 40 years of technological, medical, and nutritional advancements only give us 6 more years to live?[35] Is something affecting our health, causing us to suffer from more disease thus dying prematurely? You tell me.[36][37][38][39][40][41][42][43] Most of our population is on some type of prescription drug.[44] It’s no reason we all need healthcare; the problem is, 17 out of the 23 co-ops for Obamacare have gone bankrupt.[45] Not to mention plans have increased and have become anything but affordable.[46] While it is true that for some, Obamacare is a blessing because they now have access to health insurance; most people are worse off.

This is the 21st century. We should have disease rates in check, poverty obliterated, education for all, and energy sources figured out. Whatever happened to “Good will towards your fellow man?

As a society and as a species, I ask, “Is this really the best we can do?” No matter where you live, where you came from, who/what you worship, what color your skin is, what gender you are, what gender you are attracted to, or how old you are; if your answer is not a two-letter word beginning with ‘N,’ you are part of the problem, and you probably think voting for a criminal, fascist is going to fix it.



P.S. I realize that some of my sources are a ‘deplorable’ website, Infowars.com; however if you were to actually read the articles, they link to real sources.


[1] https://www.washingtonpost.com/national/america-really-is-more-divided-than-ever/2016/07/17/fbfebee6-49d8-11e6-90a8-fb84201e0645_story.html

[2] http://campaignstops.blogs.nytimes.com/2012/09/17/look-how-far-weve-come-apart/?_r=0

[3] http://www.huffingtonpost.com/jon-wisman/both-parties-are-owned-by_b_7561400.html

[4] https://www.archives.gov/research/military/vietnam-war/casualty-statistics.html

[5] https://sadbastards.wordpress.com/2007/08/09/what-the-mainstream-media-hid-about-lbj/

[6] http://www.targetliberty.com/2015/04/lbl-as-murderer-and-functional.html

[7] http://www.infowars.com/de-classified-vietnam-era-transcripts-show-senators-knew-gulf-of-tonkin-was-a-staged-false-flag-event/

[8] http://fair.org/media-beat-column/30-year-anniversary-tonkin-gulf-lie-launched-vietnam-war/

[9] http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2260031/Book-reveals-Lyndon-Johnson-lost-Lady-Bird-President.html

[10] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nixon_Shock

[11] http://reason.com/blog/2016/03/22/nixon-invented-the-drug-war-to-decimate

[12] http://wariscrime.com/new/rockefeller-empire-exposed-in-1959-by-the-soviet-union/

[13] http://truthstreammedia.com/2014/01/12/how-the-rockefeller-foundations-quietly-funded-the-anti-fertility-vaccine/

[14] http://www.infowars.com/rockefeller-family-fables/

[15] http://www.counterpunch.org/2015/08/18/jimmy-carters-blood-drenched-legacy/

[16] http://www.stateofnature.org/?p=5339

[17] http://www.highstrangeness.tv/articles/reagan.php

[18] https://thinkprogress.org/10-things-conservatives-dont-want-you-to-know-about-ronald-reagan-7a87723a4f68

[19] http://www.motherjones.com/mojo/2014/12/ronald-reagan-big-government-legacy

[20] http://www.infowars.com/timeline-to-tyranny/

[21] https://coto2.wordpress.com/2011/08/30/the-crime-of-the-patriot-act-911-and-a-whistleblower%E2%80%99s-truth/

[22] https://ratical.org/ratville/CAH/cahBCF.html

[23] https://www.theguardian.com/world/2004/sep/25/usa.secondworldwar

[24] http://www.sonic.net/~taryfast/destruction.html

[25] https://meagainstiniquity.wordpress.com/2015/01/01/george-herbert-walker-bush-sarah-if-the-american-people-ever-find-out-what-we-have-done-they-would-chase-us-down-the-street-and-lynch-us-that-is-a-famous-1992-quote-by-george-herbert-walker/

[26] http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2016/06/30/the-billionaire-pedophile-who-could-bring-down-donald-trump-and-hillary-clinton.html

[27] https://twitter.com/HilLIARy_Lies/status/782408067380088833/video/1

[28] http://www.infowars.com/nafta-is-20-years-old-here-are-20-facts-that-show-how-it-is-destroying-the-economy/

[29] http://www.thirdworldtraveler.com/International_War_Crimes/ClintonWarCriminal_Herman.html

[30] http://www.cnsnews.com/news/article/terence-p-jeffrey/debt-under-obama-9000000000000

[31] https://www.aclu.org/news/president-obama-signs-indefinite-detention-bill-law?redirect=national-security/president-obama-signs-indefinite-detention-bill-law

[32] http://investmentwatchblog.com/the-complete-list-of-barack-obamas-scandals-misdeeds-crimes-and-blunders/

[33] http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/11/03/obama-drones-double-down_n_4208815.html

[34] https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/wonk/wp/2016/07/01/income-inequality-today-may-be-the-highest-since-the-nations-founding/

[35] http://www.infoplease.com/ipa/A0005148.html

[36] https://www.hsph.harvard.edu/news/features/fluoride-childrens-health-grandjean-choi/

[37] http://www.infowars.com/new-gmo-study-rats-fed-lifetime-of-gm-corn-grow-tumors-70-of-females-die-early/

[38] http://www.truth-out.org/news/item/11639-french-study-finds-tumors-and-organ-damage-in-rats-fed-monsanto-corn

[39] https://www.prlog.org/12216483-brain-cancer-risk-increases-with-the-amount-of-wireless-phone-use-study.html

[40] http://www.naturalnews.com/042293_vaccines_autism_medical_studies.html#

[41] http://www.naturalnews.com/052907_Glyphosate_herbicide_cancer.html

[42] http://www.naturalnews.com/043331_World_Health_Organization_cancer_risk_Western_medicine.html

[43] http://blogs.naturalnews.com/7-reasons-cancer-rates-skyrocketed-last-100-years/

[44] https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/to-your-health/wp/2015/11/03/more-americans-than-ever-are-taking-prescription-drugs/

[45] http://www.businessinsider.com/aetna-ditching-70-of-obamacare-business-2016-8

[46] http://www.naturalnews.com/055565_Obamacare_failing_fact_check.html